Somehow I knew the day would come When your presence No longer complimented mine I made sure to prepare mentally For the damage that would come When you left And still these tears stain my cheeks I knew there would come a day When my messages went from replied to To left on read We ran out of things to say At least that's what I tell myself It wasn't until time passed that I realized why Why you were meant to go It was so I could grow
Ab tumse Milne ki aarzoo kam hone lagi hai Ab raato me tumhari yaad kam jagane lagi hai ab tumhare naam se ye Dil thoda Kam dukhta hai aur ab tumhare kahi baato ke sahare ye din nahi guzarta hai Ab sab thoda theek lagne laga hai thoda thoda hi sahi par dil ko wo khoya apnapan fir Milne laga hai par in sab ke beech ye bhi toh sach haina aaj bhi har shaam dhalne par iss dil ko intezar bass tumhara rehta hai
Don't you think it's unfair to love? why does this happen? why do hearts break? why do people leave? I always thought they would come back because someone once said "if you love something let it go, if it comes back it was yours and if it doesn't, it never was!" but do people really come back? I don't know! because they never did. I had my hopes high and I thought true love does come back! but well, I don't think so. you can do whatever possible to get them back, but I guess once they leave they are never coming back again! never!
Sometimes I wonder if there's anything I could have done That would have kept you by my side If there's a gift I could have bought Hair I did differently If there's something I should have said A perfect line Sometimes I wonder if there's possibly anything I could have done to change your mind If I could go back in time Would you pick me? Would you be mine? Or maybe it was just something about me you didn't like
It took me a long time to understand adult friendship requires understanding and patience It took me a long time to realise that it's okay to change your path midway It took me a long time to realise that people betray you even if they once promised otherwise It took me a long time to realise that health comes first no matter what It took me a long time to realise that love can fade away It took me a long time to realise that it's okay to want different things at different stages of life because we are humans and we keep evolving It took me a long time to realise that it's okay to take a break and prioritise your mental health It's okay to go on solo trips or solo dates It's not important to be answerable to everybody That self care is extremely important It took me a long time to realise that in order to live happily you don't need to depend on anybody else
There are a million things I wish I could say to you. And at this point, this is probably the only way I can do that. I know you'll never read this but it makes me feel better to put it into words. Who knows, maybe one day it'll somehow make its way to you. That's not the intention, but it's nice to think about. I want to start by saying thank you. If I could have experienced anything like this with anyone, I'm glad it was you. You showed me how it felt to be appreciated and wanted and most of all, loved. I know it's cliche, but you really had me at hello. I still remember the first time you texted me and how my heart was pounding while the blood rushed into my cheeks. We stayed up til 3am and continued right on with our conversation early the next morning. I got so used to starting my day with your texts that it was hard when it stopped. You gave me something worth remembering and for that, I'll always be thankful.
I wanna ask. Was it easy to forget all the memories? Was it easy to accept each other as strangers? Was it easy to accept the silence between us? Was it easy to believe it's end? For me it wasn't, It wasn't easy,not even now. Even today, My entire sky craves only your star. I felt there was a fault in our stars. I wanna rewrite our stars. But when I see no hope. All the promises become the sweetest lies. I felt it wasn't easy. At last it matters who stayed. I stayed, Didn't I?
If I ever die before you do Know that I wrote you a few hundred letters And I send them out into the universe Praying for your safety, happiness and success every chance that I got And know that I meant it when I said sorry for all the years that you had to cry without me for having no choice but to believe that It all must have happened for the best for all the promises,for all the what could have been Thank you for making me who I ended up becoming You would have been so proud of me If I die before you Know that I loved you Know that I died knowing that you did love me too Know that I was grateful for the time we shared Thanks for stopping by- that's all I have to let you know Thank you for the memories and for teaching me so much about myself and this life Thank you for being there for me when you were I'll forever cherish out time- enough for both of us
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